Fening..fening..!

hmm..awal2 sem mcm ni la jadinya..bila nak register course je, pening.. course x kena offer lah, lebih unit lah, kelas clash lah.. heiii macam2!! kepala sy pun rasa pusing2 je masa nak susun2 jadual utk sem ni.. amik subjek ni, clash ngan subjek tu.. amik subjek tu, clash ngan yg ni plak.. adoyaii.. but akhirnya, thank God jadual sy dah siap! Praise the Lord!! agak pack jg..21 unit.. bleh tahan jg bz tu... tp xpa.. kunun lah! LOL.. lg satu, xpat amik class Bio..tpaksa gak amik Phys.. xpa kot.... hahaha.. so here's how my schedule looks like..

ermm...pack ke?? xpun..haha..isnin agak pack la jgk.. tp ni bl0m masuk tutorial class lg..kalo dah masuk tu haaa.... confirm!! khamis paling x bz..kira ok la tu.. hoho~ mesti ramai jg yg pening2 skrg ni...relax geng..nti2 ok la tu... trus kuat & mantap yer! Sekian terima kasih...

My Holidays!

Huuhhh...byk betul perkara berlaku dalam bbrp minggu kebelakangan ni... ada sedih, ada gumbira!! hehe..sampai xsempat nak crita kat cni sbb busy la konon td..byk sgt benda...the week after exam tu, sy menghadapi frust yg amat sgt tp lepas tu ok jg...tenang sy lepas bg kata putus mcm tu.. kata putus apa?? haaa..yg tu rahsia..hehe..kalo tau suma x bez arh.. then sy membizikan diri ngan segala mcm meeting lah kunun..hahaha.. then on 29hb Nov till 6hb Dis, sy join trip ke PERAK!! fuyooo..best!! haha..masa tu agak happy la jgk..hehe.. pastu 9hb smpai 19hb plak sy ke Johor..! hehaa!! bersama dua org lagi kwn..bodyguard la tu kiranya...ho3~ bez mmg bez..tp prob tetap ada la..besalah tu kan..xbez la id0p kalo asyik senang jew..kena gak ada masalah sket baru ada umph kan?? xlah maknanya kalo xda masalah, saja2 p mencari masalah plak.. tu gila tu.. dah bleh isi borg pun kalo nak..borang g masuk Tanjung Rambutan nun... hahaha.. yg penting kita tau d mana source penyelesaian masalah tu kalo kita hadapi sesuatu prob..d mana tu? balai polis?? balai bomba?? hospital bahagia?? atau..kaunter pertanyaan?? bukan.. tu....atas sana..tempat Tuhan.. Dia kan Maha Tahu..so tanya Dia lah.. caranya simple sgt, doa.. as easy as that kan? :) Tuhan pasti dgr..percayalah.. jawab x jawab tu, bergantung la kat doa korg..kalo korg mintanya salah, mestilah Tuhan xkan jawab.. ye tak?? haa.. so, pikir2 lah ye anak2... hmm..balik cite td pasal perjalanan sy, now sy kat penang again.. pagi td sampai.. and baru kejap td plak, me yama ling n max g Tapak Pesta Penang.. best..tp nak masuk sana kna ada duit la beb..kalo x, tgk je lah org dlm tu wat pe..sbb nak men apa2 pun kena pay.. dorg buat expo tu pun cari duit..bukan saja2..huhuhu.. pictures?? nti la k..mlm ni nak rehat..esok beta sambung lg.. miahahah! Blessings!!

Exam!

Huh~ finally..habis pun exam sy! walaupun semua x ok..still bersyukur sbb byk x study tp bleh la jg jwb ckit.. bru semalam dpt tido awal.. skrg ni, free sesgt la plaks... ntah nak wat pe ntah.. bosan.. nak kluar, xde kwn.. kwn len sumer still bz ngan exam.. sy je abes awal.. adoih..kwn sorg g tu nak ajak tp dia ngah wat keje, td msg pun cam moody jew..mls arh nak kaco..biar je die dlu... urm... bosan..nak wat pe ek?? tolong....huhu

It Comes Naturally

Naturally - Selena Gomez

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive you don't have to try
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

*And it takes my breath away
What you do so naturally

#You are the thunder, I am the lightning
And I love the way you know
Who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

#Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature your energy
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

repeat * and #

When we collide sparks fly
When you look in my eyes
It takes my breath away

repeat #



Hehehe..just wanna share lyrics with u guys.. dingar2 la lagu ni.. best pula sy rasa..ntah apa, tp I feel something ngan lagu ni.. anyway, kalo penat suda study tu, boring2 nyanyi la.. ekekekek.. Blessings~!!

sMiLe jak.. =]

huhu..hanya mampu senyum la ni skrg.. =) =) =) can't do anything else pun...but syukur, ada byk kwn yg care.. I love you guys so much! Thanks God for sending these angels of Yours..! =) sorry kalo ada sms yg xtreply..hu3~ sbb sy xtau mo kata apa..but then, from d bottom of my heart i wanna say thank u sbb semua tu betul2 mberkati sy. atleast ada yg care kan..hehe..

actually..teda idea bah sy mo menaip ni..haha..saja2 jak mbuang masa yg mmg xpayah buang pun pandai lari sendiri.. haha..ntah..hilang risau sy pada exam..mgkin sbb apa yg blaku kot..but anyway, huh! sy akan keep fighting.. exam pun penting baituh...hahha..

so, korg sumer..gud luck ah..bagus2 bljr..jgn tingu muvie ja mcm sy.. LOL.. sepa pun kmu, sy akan doa utk kmu ya? sy xsebut nama pun Tuhan kenal jg kmu sepa tu..betul ni..hehe.. bah, take care everyone.. jaga diri, jaga kesihatan..! prepare well for your exam! All d best amigos..! Babai..

Confused..

Last nite sy mcm kena heart attack..

sakit jantung dgn apa yg blaku..

it was very sudden..very drastic..

but i can't do anything about it..

I seem to lose all my strength in a blink of eyes.

Syukur mc ada Tuhan..

..dan itu saja yg buat sy mc bernafas dan mc bertahan sampai saat ini..

kalo tidak, for sure sy sudah terjun dr tingkat 10 Desa Tekun ni..

Thanx Lord buat kekuatan yg Engkau berikan...

Sy pun tia taw sampai bila..

sampai bila ni akan terus terjadi..

ntah apa salah sy..

sy perlu tahu itu supaya sy tahu sy kena buat apa..

tp, skrg ni satu benda pun sy xtahu..sy xfaham..

mau melangkah pun xtau mcm mna..

Sy sama mcm seorg traveler skrg ni..

d tgn sy lengkap semua tools..

sy ada map.. sy ada compass..

tp mungkin xperlu tu semua sbb i have something even better..GPS..

hurmm..xpayah manual2 dgn map dan compass lg..

tapi..sy sesat d tgh2 tempat yg sy sndiri xkenal..

even worst, sy nak tanya org jln keluar..

but org tanya sy blk "kmu nak ke mana?"

dgn bodohnya sy jwb "sy xtau sy nak ke mana..sy sesat ni.."

"I need someone to tell me where I am now..!"

and that person will definitely go away at that instant..

nak minta tunjuk jln tp xtau nak ke mana..

some people that i ask mungkin jwb

"u go and ask sombody else ya?"

huh..how many?? till i know where i am and where i'm going??

But hey..actually i know d exact person..

sy pegi kat dia..tanya..

"sy d mana bah skrg ni?"

"sy mo tau sbb sy perlu decide sy mo pegi mna!"

another bad luck..worst of them all..

d person don't wanna talk even a single word!!

i ask..d person remain silent..

i give d person a paper n a pen to write..

d person didn't even look at those..

i use sign language that i made up myself..

lg bodoh! i look like badut buat per4mance dpn org tu..

aiihhh...so what do u want me to do to make u speak??

tell me!!! arrgghhhhh...

that GPS is useless now..

nak guna benda canggih2 mcm tu konon..

tp destinasi pun xda..

that's y sy xhenti2 nangis dr semlm..

this morning when i wake up..

mata bengkak..kpala mc pening..

sy bdiri ja..peduli lah.. sy maw p church.

dlm bathroom, siap sy mandi, sy hmpir mati dlm shower!

mungkin sbb mata n otak x brpa betul..

i slipped..pinggang sy sakit gila2..

syukur bkn kpala sy thentak kat lantai..

syukur...tp pinggang mmg sakit masa tu..

mna igt nak bsyukur lg tym tu..

Tuhan sorry..

i got up tp xdpt stand up tegak..

rasa mcm nak crawl jak balik bilik..

OMG! sakit wo..sy masuk bilik, trus baring..

nangis lg..huhuhu~ aduhh..

now i can't go to church..

sy sepatutnya serve hr ni tp...

huhu~ sorry Pr Sam..! sorry Wilma..!

i kept crying till sy xsedar pun bila sy tertidur..

Now I'm awake..

i grab my ubat..g minum ubat tu..

ok la ckit pain sy..kurg2 sudah..

ambil hp, byknya msg..

but none came from d one i expected to receive..

huhu..i open n read all..

thanx Mr Lee my bro..I love those Words..

thanx Yama my bro..I love those Words..

xtau apa yg mau d reply ni..

reply ckit2 jak..

sy perlu time utk fikirkan semua ni..

sy perlu ruang utk fikirkan semua ni..

tp..doesn't mean that i have to b alone kan?

i got so many nice friends that i can go n talk to..

tp..now mesti dorg tgh study..

Just now, someone ask me out..

should i go??

xtau lah..even simple Q like that pun

susah sy mo jwb d sbb kan kebingungan yg melampau ni..

adOoiii lahh...maybe i should go and have fun..

but can i?

maybe i should stay in my room n start revising..

but...can i??

aaahhhh....mantap persoalan2 ku..

xsuka oh..can i laugh at myself now?

"hahahahahahahah~

tu laa ko bodo sgt Bet...

tu ada Daddy yg bleh bg ko wisdom bh fikir baik2..

p doa skrg..! and 1 more..

stop crying would u?"

adehh..huhu.. next week exam dah..

I need to recover..Tuhan tulung sia!!

Breathe Bet..breathe...

Whoa!!..semalam was quite extreme for me..haha.. last nyte ada mini concert for CLC.. last min preparation but everything turned up to be good.. with my talented vocalist n musician frenz..and ofcourse with God help! I'm very2 blessed..!

Our songs..

1. Hari Ini (Hari yang telah dijadikan Tuhan)
2. Ku 'kan Terbang
3. Inilah Zaman Elia
4. Kecaplah dan Lihatlah
5. Indah pada WaktuNya
6. You're my All in All
7. Dengan SayapMu

Eii..gumbiranya sia....haha..xpayah crita byk laa.. c Emaxlnc (Max) suda crita d cni (http://emax2010design.blogspot.com/2010/10/mini-konsert.html).. segala kemuliaan bg Tuhan.. tanpa Dia, we wouldn't make it that good... haha~!! and then kan..masakan mlm tu, sedaaaaapppp sgt.. sepa masak ar?? tq so much~!! serius ni sy.. sedap.. haha..sy berabis puji sbb sy xboleh memasak sebagus itu.. awhh malu sy!! hehehe~ Do kah masak tu? hehe.. terima kasih cikgu! Len kali masak lg yeah? yeaaa....hahahah..

Byk peristiwa lucu smlm..sy kc detail ckit cerita c Max..bulih kan max?? hee~

first..urmm smlm, cl nite without staffs. agak byk jg student yg pegi..sy igt xda org la nak pegi..skali, ramai ni..sampai nda cukup mknan.. cian c Peter..nda sempat dia merasa mee goreng Do.. huhu~ xpa, len kali ah Peter? yg sy sgka hadir xda.. yg sy pikir xkan dtg, dorg plak yg awal.. nah, mcm mna itu.. Big Daddy blg, "Bet, tu la kau..len kali jgn cepat buat tafsiran sendiri2..Saya tau bah pa Saya buat..Saya ada plan Saya sendiri." trus sy blg, "ok Daddy, ok..sorry ah..hee.." hmm manja betul sama Daddy..huhu..tu bru 1st..

second..last nite's game was simple..guess game apa? game yg paling femes d CLC.. "Angin Bertiup" hahaha~ firus2 dr Fly lah tu.. kalo pikir2, teda pun yg menarik..dah selalu main.. tp ya amfuuunnn..haffenning youuuu~!! gila tlampau durg main.. mungkin sbb ada sorg tu..c YB Zebry.. ntah kenapa dia smlm ovverrr sgt gila2 dia.. aduuii tekejut sy tgk.. asyik bunyi dia ja ketawa.. kdg xlah lucu sgt tp dia ketawa ni..n org lain pun akan ikut ketawa slpas tu..hahakz.. is it something bad? ofcourse...NOT!! bagus baituh..sedar xsedar, dia sdg mberkati org2 sekeliling dia dgn phiburan melalui gelak ketawa dia..nah Zeb, bgus! truskan 'maju' yerr..hahaha.. best jg bcuz ada men denda2.. dpt tgk Zeb menari, dgr Becca nyanyi, tgk aksi Romeo (Romio or Mio) dgn Julietnya, tgk Bay luah cinta kat Silin (cover jak tuh..) nah..sepa blg xbest?? tu bru 2nd..

third..concert!! yay~ hee..actually, xbsmgt pun utk itu bh sblum hr kejadian..buktinya, ada ka buat publisiti d FB? teda kan.. tu bukti betapa inda berapa mau bh buat tu smlm.. hahaha.. dgn mslh itu ini lg.. (kalo pasal sibuk ngan projek tu sy fhm) pehh..mmg mantap lah cbrn.. mesti iblis btungkus lumus mo mgagalkan concert tu kan? syabas utk kegigihan anda iblis, tp takziah sbb kamu tdak akan pernah menang atas kmi krna Tuhan ada d pihak umat yg di kasihiNya.. amen!! haha..d concert went smooth..except for d 1st part (at d intro as max mentioned).. tp semua ok.. we even did something yg we didn't plan pun bah.. xda d practice, tp ok.. luar biasa kan pekerjaan Roh Kudus? yeah.. nah, 3rd suda...

forth..mcm besa, lepas mkn2 mesti ada yg nyanyi2.. hah, yg ni sy rasa mcm sy d srwak! syok ooh!! hahaha.. Mio n Zeb tukang nyanyi dia.. haha.. len2 men music laa.. uu~ suka sy..sy xberapa fhm jg apa lagu durg tu sbb bhsa iban..phm ckit jak.. tp best! haha..sy gumbiraa.... yahoooo! skali lg, ofcoz c Zeb la memeriahkan suasana.. terima kasih sbb mjadi badut yg cumiill ah Zeb? hahaha.. i like~!!

Okeyh..itu lah sdkit sbyk pa yg blaku d clc smlm.. another moment to cherish kan? syg xda ambil gmbar plak.. xpa2..haha

Skrg...sy amat2 ngantuk..semlman xtidur tlg Yama d studio dia.. now sy bleh breathe dah..habis siap tugas sy.. fuh..hebat plak rasanya xtidur.. haha..trus biul2 (frasa c Niza haha..) utak sy ni.. so now i wanna go to take a short nap b4 ada wayar2 dlm otak sy hangus..dan tputus dan akhirnya xbfungsi..sbb susah lg beta mau d angkut ke rumah sakit sendi lutut kalo ada yg rusak d bhgian usus beta.. HOII apa aku melalut ni..ya ampz!! ok2..sy g tido..ptg nti siap for Cell Group! can't wait.. yeah~!! Blessings for everyone! ngee...ZzZzzz...